Tuesday, November 22, 2011
Really how do we really deal with "unanswered" questions???? I'm really trying to figure this out and wrap my finger around it without losing my mind. Lately I've really been trying to sort certain "unanswered" questions out in my mind and it is just not happening. I don't know if I'm secretl stressing over things I will never have the answers too. But I can't get them out of my head..... what do I do??? Seek out these people who have the answers??? One person that is not possible with...he passed away. I have to most unanswered questions for him.
Sometimes I feel like I won't completely move on until I get the answers, but is it possible. I feel like someone knows the answers besides him. Honestly I'm thinking about finding a pyshic to help me. Do you guys believe in things like that. I want to believe so I can get some relief.
But for that one person who is still here won't answer the questions I need him to answer and I feel I will never know the truth. Do I really want to know the truth, will it just hurt me more, will it make me realize the person he really his. Was I really fooled that whole time???
Aghhh I just don't know what to do sometime but just sit and cry and answer the question the way I would want the answers to be, but that is not life or realistic. So I guess I will Just go on living life with "unanswered" quesitons.